I Will Not Be The Same - MGS

Yet... 

This i know. 

Unfortunately, I'm not the old me,

if you ever did me wrong,

i will never look at you the same way again.

Before i use to see the good in everyone.

no matter how many times they hurt me.

i use to believe in fresh starts, in fixing things.

Giving people another chance to prove they will change,

and difference with us will be fixed,

but lo, I'm done!

Before I let things slide again and again

believing one day they would see and treat me with the same kindness.

but i was wrong, now i know better.

If you ever did me wrong,

i will never look at you the same way again.

i don't hold grudges, but i do remember,

I remember the lies, the betrayal,

the times you chose to hurt me when you didn't have to.

times i cried so many nights that cause me sleepless night.

I remember how i made excuses for disrespect,

convincing myself that maybe you didn't mean it,

that maybe you would change your treatment towards me.

Things will not be a fault for me not to forgive,

because people like you will never change,

unless you die, that what i want.

Believe me will never look at you the same way again.

not with respect, not with trust, and not with honor,

unless you could ever be different but i doubt.

You already showed me who you are,

and now I believe your evilness,

have no place in my life never again!