The Author's Unspoken Words (MGS Writings)

Wave tears goodbye to be cried at night; Wave hands to hold nothing, The pain now or never for the grieving of our love. Your loud whisper cannot reach my ears, Kiss goodbye, as lips sweat teardrops from my eyes. Why can’t it be? Why not us? I ask a little more while Stepping ahead to be out of sight, Left alone… Left unspoken… You and I… In separate ways, Two paths diverging in the fading light, Once intertwined, now drifting apart, Each heartbeat echoing the silence of the night. Memories linger like shadows in the dark, Fleeting moments that once ignited a spark. But time has a way of unraveling dreams, And love, once vibrant, now silently screams. I gather the pieces, the remnants of us, Holding them close, though they gather dust. In the quiet of solitude, I learn to let go, To wave tears goodbye, to embrace the unknown. Though the ache may linger, the heart may still yearn, I’ll find strength in the lessons, in the love that we learned. For in every endin...

I don't mind people's own business, I never judge their work or their ways, I never question opinions that differ, Nor interfere with their fishy plays. And most especially, I never spread rumors About the private lives of those I see, Lo! My mouth is like a wheel, Sometimes it veers off course, you see. But I am the one holding the gear, So I’m responsible for the direction I take, If madness governs my innermost thoughts, My brain is the first to judge before my heart can awake. For God placed my brain higher than my heart, So I won’t be swayed by fleeting emotion, There are many times I’ve been misjudged, Miscalculated, misunderstood in my devotion. By my words and actions, I may falter, But I tell you, I never hate or curse, For I am incapable of maligning anyone, Just a speck of dust in this universe. I live one day, and then I’m gone, Yet my stories can be read, each page a mark, For I am a creation, given life by God Almighty, To praise Him, t...

  I wanna see you lying on my pillow, And if by chance, I tell how much I care, Because I finally realized how much you really mean, If I could turn back time, When you were so in love with me, I would surely treasure you and never let you go. I hurt you and ignored you, And now I’m bluer than blue, I keep shouting your name, Keep waiting, keep hoping, But time just passes by, no shadow of you. At the door, I’m standing 24/7, Pathetically, emotionally, I’m dying to see you, It hurts to think of what could be, To take back the love I used to have, I know it’s wrong, but I dare to swallow my pride, Just to have you again, to feel you by my side. But where are you now? I thought I was strong, But since you left, the tears never did stop, The way I used to has gone by, Tell me, how can I find my old self again? Without you, I’m lost, Hoping here... in distress, Searching for a way to mend this heart, To find the light in the shadows, To reclaim the love that f...

  Cold Heart Tears... Cries... Dies... Goodbye's Cause of cold heart Why... How... Where... Questions of a cold heart Trying... Begging... Asking... To heal a Cold Heart.

We have been programmed to be the way we are since childhood; most of us develop annoying habits and behaviors; it can really get frustrating, especially when we’re in close contact with those difficult people every single day. So, what do we do? We try to change them or expect them to change. You know, those misfits, the troublemakers, the rebels, the crazy ones, the procrastinators, the latecomers, etc., and then it gets even worse, because changing people cannot happen overnight. Gandhi was saying, “Be the change we wish to see in this world, a reminder that we have no control over other lives, so it’s preferable to just change ourselves. Just ignore them, you say, but what if we have close contact with this difficult person every day like your child, your spouse, your co-worker, or a friend? How do you deal with them? It’s a question that lingers, an echo of frustration and hope, to navigate the tangled web of relationships to find a way to cope. Perhaps it starts with understan...

And then, they were gone... The lovely faces... The sweet voices... The warm laughter… The chatter in the classroom... The English room suddenly becomes cold... And the ten months suddenly seem too short. I am left again with the chalk dust… I look at the empty armchair. You used to sit there silently reading your notes... or pretending to be... I heard you giggling holding your cellphone... while a classmate erased the writings on the wall... I saw you carrying the garbage bin... I watched you sweeping the floor... I felt your tears when you had a fight with your friends... I saw you run inside the classroom When your other teacher suddenly came announcing a surprise quiz. I heard you picking on your seatmate who always asked for 1/4 sheet of paper... I heard you beg to be included in the list of training participants... I saw you sweat while scratching your head when you couldn't answer a question. I heard you scream for joy when you passed the test... It's all I could do now...

  I am a teacher Like a mother to her own child The love and care will never fade away I get hurt, but I can forget. I can be insulted, but I can forgive. I know I can't please you all. But I won't be the reason for your fall. It doesn’t matter if you hate me, Calling me mean won’t cause a thing I AM a TEACHER, and I swear to serve To teach and inspire With all my strength and ability To treat you fairly and justly. I know sometimes you have a bad day And you need someone to listen and cheer you up You need someone to understand you You are young and vulnerable I am strict but firm But my hands are always free To reach your needs.

  A Fighter... I Am Body is getting weaker Knees no longer standing Wounded, bloodied, and weak But lo! never quit I shall fight I am strong I can deal with it I am a fighter Yes, I am! Tear me Break me Shoot me the same bullets I won’t fall Caused me another wound for I bleed no more Verbalize me Abuse me Scandalize me I can stand I am strong a fighter That is me! I have fought many battles But I end up winning I faced many sufferings But like a giant sequoia tree I stand still.

Then I’m yours, How can a maiden resist A man with a golden tongue? Words spill out like fire, Burning bright, igniting hope, Like a spark in the dark, A flame that feels so right. Once upon a time, a sad princess, Found her prince, not in the forest, But in the WOL, where dreams take flight, In the glow of laughter and shared delight. Every glance that lingers long, A little more push, and I’ll surrender, To the melody of our song. With ink made of dreams and desire, Crafting a tale of love and laughter, As we dance through the flames of fire. With courage and passion, we’ll carve our way, For in this story, we’re never alone, And together, we’ll find our happily ever after today. In a fairy tale love story, With every whispered promise, Together we’ll write our own chapter, So take my hand, let’s leap into the unknown,    

Just yesterday we were both deeply in love, Then suddenly, we fell out of love, It seems hypnotism's effect is overdue, That even a psychotherapist can’t undo. Searing pains, my heart suffers, an emotional breakdown, Who can take me out from this heavy crown?! This morning, I turned on the radio, “Because You Love Me” came on; Celine Dion, you made me cry again, oh no! I went out merely to breathe, But it seems like these two lovers are teasing me, Sigh, who believes in Romeo and Juliet anyway?! Back to my bedroom, I turned on the TV screen, “Marry and Be Merry”—a dating game to find your soulmate, Are you kidding me?! Do you think this will work?! It’s been years since that parting moment, And I still can’t get over this excruciating torment. The saddest part... I always see your smile, Your activeness, Your sweetness, And your presence, I love you… You shouted from afar, “I love you too…” My best friend replied back, Then walked away, The best revenge...

  Fallen I wish my heart has a tongue to speak To tell how I feel right now I wish this heart is more willing to lead For I am, truly, madly, deeply in love I wish my mouth will cooperate For my voice is too shy to utter I wish this mouth be more brave So I can tell I Love You If I have a time machine I will choose to be a boy So I can tell You are my life Trying harder to catch your attention So I use a song But I guess the song wasn’t good enough Cause your eyes still not on my direction I commanded my feet to come near you But they didn’t bring me to your direction

The heroine addicted, Suddenly devastated, From a heartthrob to a hate, Lay curled on the bed like a shrimp, Crawling like a weepy, clingy child. Shouting like Godzilla in the forest, Pain comes hard, sharp, palpable, Trying to stand, but the hurt digs deep, Into my diaphragm, a relentless pull. Pulsing weeping, it impacts my brain, Can’t breathe, can’t move, can’t even think, How desperate, how uncertain, But no one seems to care, not a wink. Every tear drop pays the price, For every heart you broke along the way, Every sadness profit, For every girl you played, a cruel display. Every mourn repaid in silent screams, For every broken heart you made, Womanizer, you deserve no happiness, For you can make love, but love you evade. You dance through hearts like a fleeting shadow, Leaving behind a trail of despair, But know this, dear heartbreaker, Your emptiness is a burden you’ll bear. For in the end, it’s not just a game, The hearts you...

Time is running so fast, And no one can ever stop its flow, Not me, not you, not anyone, It’s a river that we all must know. Growing old is our destiny, A journey we cannot evade, Accept it or not, it’s a reality, In every wrinkle, a story is laid. When I get old, I’ll be an inspiration, not a destructive force, Sharing my experiences to uplift, Not to boast, but to spark a connection. I’ll still compete, embracing the challenge, But with grace, not to downgrade, Gathering friends for celebration, In laughter and joy, our bonds remade. I’ll be a path to peace, not a quarrel, A bridge for understanding, not a divide, When friends have trouble, I’ll listen closely, Seeking harmony, with love as my guide. When I get old, I’ll spend my time wisely, Filling my days with positivity, Embracing the moments, being merry. For in the tapestry of life, Each thread is woven with care, And as time runs its course, I’ll cherish the love that we share.

Every day, I cannot smile until I see you, Your presence a balm for my weary soul. This mind is filled with thoughts of you, A tapestry of dreams that makes me whole. These lips, they ache with a longing so true, Yearning to taste your breath and your grace. How far will this restless feeling go, How deep will it root in this quiet space? I wish to be with you every single day, To share the laughter, the silence, the sighs, Hoping for a miracle that you feel the same way, As I navigate the depths of love’s sweet ties. Could it be love, or just an infatuation? A fleeting moment, or something profound? Could it be lasting, or just a passing sensation? In this whirlwind of feelings, I’m lost and found. Could it be right, or am I blinded by your kindness? Caught in the web of what could forever be, My thoughts are entirely tethered to your shadow, This heart, a prisoner of uncertainty. How far will this feeling go? How deep will it root in the soil of my heart? T...

Sitting under a tree, Tears burst forth as I read your letter, You confess your heart mirrors mine, I knew it love is a dance of equations, One heart, one love, The feeling is mutual. Talking under a tree, Our eyes lock, a silent understanding, Without surprise, your lips find mine, I knew it love is a dance of equations, One kiss, one soul, The feeling is mutual. Lying under a tree, Our bodies entwined, perfectly at rest, In that moment, we become one, I knew it love is a dance of equations, One body, one soul, The feeling is mutual. Beneath the branches, we share our dreams, In the shade of the leaves, our laughter weaves, I knew it love is a dance of equations, One journey, one path, The feeling is mutual. As the sun sets, painting the sky, We whisper secrets, letting time slip by, I knew it love is a dance of equations, One story, one heart, The feeling is mutual.

I wear the scent of feminine flaws— not a heavy fog, but an amber invitation. I am wrapped in a coat of shifting states: frantic, fragile, open. This is my terrain. I carry a quiet blade: the instinct born in my blood. I am the tide, drawing you close, throwing you back, governed only by my own moon. My touch is a currency— saved entirely for the one I love. I am an anchor made of smoke. Perfectly still, privately wild. Tough as iron, soft as water. They mistake my desirability for innocence, but I trace my own map: grounded in ambition, chasing a future.      

It’s Monday morning, Excitement flows through my body, Down to my nerves, Forget about tomorrow, Because you’re here today. I kiss a little more, Think a little less, You’re bringing on my day. Friends comment harshly, Dare I care less? You blew up my mind, Like a wild lioness. I kiss a little more, Think a little less, Burning out my body, Like a cigarette’s caress. Sitting here beside you, Moving lips and arms, We cannot stop, Like lovebirds in the sky, We kiss a little more, Think a little less, Get out of the cage, Explore the love, Because we’re both in love.  

Flowers wither and turn to dust, As iron gates begin to rust. The growing thorns begin to hide The silent gloom of those inside. The heavy rains begin to pour, To wash away what came before. The rising floods and typhoons start To sweep away a broken heart. No lips blush red with passion's fire, No winking eyes express desire. The chilling air begins to hold Two frozen hands left in the cold. The golden rings get dark and grey, As all the sweetness fades away. No chocolates are left to greet, Leaving a taste of bittersweet  

  Embraced by the final rhythm, Trying hard to pretend and be still. "Be happy now for tomorrow," Grief will be my shelter, my friend. Chasing rainbows of hope, Assurance washed completely away. Kiss goodbye, try not to cry, Hold on tight, dare tears to stay. That day, an open nightmare, Grief shields a heavy silence. Tears sustain a hungry desire; In this chaos, I’m bound and stuck. Longing, dying, the craziness of craving, I cannot give it another try. Yet in the deepest depths of sorrow, I’ll learn to rise, not just survive.

A marriage betrayal  Caused by a foolish desire Surrounded with fires  Bounded with lies Unstoppable urges Suffers a lifetime Tempting fate  Fascinating evil charms  Can't stop from falling  Lust keeps digging deeper Directions keep turning  Going west rolling into wild forest  Headed to its destination  Burning lakes of fire.  

I wish my heart had a tongue to speak, To tell how I feel right now, I wish this heart were more willing to lead, For I am, truly, madly, deeply in love. I wish my mouth would cooperate, For my voice is too shy to utter, I wish these lips were braver, So, I could tell how much I love you If I had a time machine, I would choose to be a boy, So, I could tell these feelings inside. Trying harder to catch your attention, I use a song, a melody of hope, But I guess the song wasn’t good enough, Cause your eyes still don’t find my scope. I commanded my feet to come near you, But they didn’t bring me to your direction, A silent battle, a heart’s quiet plea, Caught in the web of my own affection. Each moment stretches, a fragile thread, Wishing for courage, for words to flow, But here I stand, in this quiet dread, Fallen for you, yet too scared to show. So, I linger in shadows, a heart on display, Hoping one day you’ll see me, And in that moment, I’ll find a way, To let my l...