It
is night again, and sleep still evades me,
The
night before last, I could not sleep at all,
Yesterday, I could not eat,
This morning, I barely finished a single bite of food,
No matter what I do, everything feels empty,
What will ever make me feel okay?
My
mother, yes, my mother,
She is in my thoughts and in my dreams,
My mother, right, my mother,
I wish for her, hoping she might change,
The way I feel.
My
mother, where exactly is my mother?
She is gone, taken by death already,
Perhaps that is why I feel like I am also dead.
Life has no color, life has no life. 😔